can't fall in love with a friend

my love, i don't know if I'm ready to get over you... if I'm ready to move on, all i know is that i love you, and I've loves you for so long. there are other takers for my heart, but getting over you will tear it apart. i wanted you, i wanted you so very bad, when i knew i couldn't have you, it made me really sad. and now the your love goes to her, its causing my emotions to stir, its like i have a disease, and you're the only cure. but i know she loves you, and i won't interfere, i will just sit back and watch my whole world disappear. we're good friends, but i want to be something more. i want you to look at me and love me more than her. some people are addicted to drugs, but I'm addicted to you, i wish you could know how i feel, i wish you only knew. my love, i need you more than air. you with her? its just not fair. my only wish is to be with you, but how can i if she's with you, too? when i told you that i loved you, i thought everything would change, I'm sorry... i forgot that love and hearts cannot rearrange. when i told you that i loved you, i thought you'd drop everything and run to me, maybe even someday you'd get down on one knee and say, "Baby, i love you, will you marry me?" i need to stop dreaming and open my eyes. you and i, we will never be, why is it taking me so long to see? you love her and you don't love me. my love, I'm starting to see, that we will never be. i don't know if i should give up hope and stop trying, or if i should never stop and keep crying. my mind and heart ache when i see you together, i don't know what to do when you say that you'll be with her forever. i want to hat you so i can move on, but i hate been at this crazy game for way too long. i guess this is how my cards have been dealt, me not with you but someone else.